I would like to be happy, but I cannot be.
I would like to have my own views & opinions, but I cannot.
I would like to talk to people without being scared that they might shout at me or give me a lecture about what they think is right or wrong, but I cannot.
Why can people not accept who I am?
I need to sort out and understand these few problems before and can fully continue on my path. I do feel that these thoughts are what are holding me back and they are a major obstacle.
Stick on in there Stephen. Doesn't the end of the year often seem a muddled time.
ReplyDeleteA dear friend of mine's motto in life is "Bollocks to them all" - perhaps not the zennest approach to sorting your problems but when you think about it, maybe it is.
Enjoy the festive season, you and your family.
you can pick your friends but you can't pick your family! your stuck with them!
ReplyDeletesadly they can sometimes be your worst enemihes!
how can i use the new year to better serve my lord? i'll read the bible everyday and be more in accord.
i'll find new ways to serve others, i'll love my neighbours too, i'll focus on "give" instead of "get" in everything i do.
i'll forgive the people i'm mad at angry feelings i'll discard i'll try to love my enemies even though its hard.
i'll let go of my worries, i'll put it all in his hands i'll repent and try to sin less and obey all his commands.
these new year resolutions are difficult at best but theres something i can do each day that will put my soul at rest.
i'll love the lord with all my heart with all my mind and soul and if i do that essential thing all the rest will be in control.
prayer for those who hurt you stephen